damn... took me thirty minutes until i finally put in the right password... its jensen !!!! wen was the last time i wrote in this ? yeh... im bored.. im just here at home... i was supposed to go wit my parents and my sister to my cuzins house but i have to stay home do some kind of thesis shit for skewl... but im too lazy right now.... im tired... slept at three yesterday and fell asleep watchin TV... oh yesterday.. yeh.. me n my sister went to the DLS festival... damn that was boring... but its ok cuz i knew people there... yeh.. so yesterday i fell asleep after talkin to erika in the mornin, and then my sister woke me up and we went to the festival.... then we got dropped off and i saw erika, kevin, and angela!  haven't seen angela since kat b-day party... but i saw kevin and erika last week... yeh we talked for awhile and then nas came... so then we just started walkin around the festival, there was nothin to do.... hmm... uh... oh... then i went to get somethin to eat... so much food there... it was so fuckin expenisve though... i wanted some BBQ... the ones on a stick.. and it cost two bucks for one.... im gettin hungry.... dont have any food at home rite now... might go to festival again if my parents come back... yep... ok... yeh... so were walkin around the festival and then kevin finds a can of silly string on the ground and starts shootin everyone wit it... they i went to buy some nachos and kevin sprays silly string it it landed on the peppers...then somebody saw randy... then we started walkin around again and kevin wanted to go on the rides... so me, erika, kevin, randy, and angela went on these spinny balloon thingies... i got dizzy... kevin and erika kept on spinnin the thing even after it stopepd....hehe... yeh... then alyssa came.... then saira came... i think we started walkin around again... then nas was walkin to us and ralph just came up to her wit one those inflatable bats and started smackin her on the legs.... uh... then randy left and  hazel and  cappy came.... then me, kevin, and erika went to get some cookies cuz angela's mom was givin them out... uh... the kevin and angela left to go watch the laker game... i was gonna leave to but these guys on the stage said there were gonna put a TV up on the stage so people could watch.... but they never did... but it ok cuz the lakers won and i only missed the two quarters... uh yeh.. so then i saw tj and uh... i dont remember wat else happened... uh... erika left to go watch the laker game.... and then.... i think left to go watch the game.... yeh... that was my yesterday... now im bored.... ive got nothin to do.... oh three more weeks of skewl... finally... cant wait until its over... i jus wanna leave n not come back... eh.. but then i have to go back again in three months like everyone else... but still its three months of no skewl... eh.. unless ur goin to summer skewl... but im not goin... uh.... ive got nothin else to write... i dont think so... yep.. thats it...

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its only been 5 minutes since i last wrote somethin.... but im bored and i have nothin better to do... eh besides that thing i mentioned up there earlier but uh i can do that later... its only one fifty... yeh... hmm... this xangas dead... but see now that track is over and i have too much free time i can write in here again.... eh... but i dont have anything to write.... hmmm... might change the xanga look... but i gotta wait for erika cuz i dunno wat to change it too... is the music workin? cuz i dont here nething.... k... now i have nothin else to say...

izzo b talkin in diz biitcha.. um u kno da last name.. arrytii.. wow happy birthday to this muhdapaken xangurr!! one year and we havent even been using it.. yea i was that bored to realize it.. well i revived the chatterbox so go chatter with your random thoughts eheh
yea i decided to go back here after talkin to jensen on friday.. he said he still goes here but he's lazy to post so chatterbox should encourage him right? foo haha.. yea ierno wats up wit him coz he always busy and so we dont talk as much so i guess this is the way.. damn school difference thing.. well i'm gonna edit more later coz right now i be goin out to eat wit tha fam.. laytuh

k eh itz almost midnight rah now and i got hw to do but eff it i do my best under pressure heh.. as i was sayin earlier, ima be checkin up in here coz yea it was dead and now it shall live again hah um itll be like my runaway xanga.. from the damn present coz yea times have changed from this xanga to my current solo one and i'm just tired of whats goin on.. i'm tired of me, i aint who i use to be.. feel me on dat, itz real.. ima sound really corny and unreal righ now but who cares, no one reads this and i gotta let it out.. i'm sorry to those who see the me right now.. itz just an act.. gotta sort myself out.. i just need time hah time to change.. kuhrayzeh aint it.. i was cleanin earlier and i saw my yearbook from last year.. i read all tha stuff people wrote to me in it.. i was like whoa.. what happened.. yea watevr i'm in my vulnerable state right now hah shet

anyways i just survived one of the worst weeks in my life.. or at least i started thinkin it that way.. but when time passes it just cools off and ya just look back and say 'fuck, that was nothin' hah kno wat i'm sayin? heh thaz jus me.. nothing matters except the outcome but i dont really know what that is haha..
err yea why did i think last week was hell? ..um k sunday i had confirmation wit erryone.. i was being real bitchy, my bad i'm sorry.. i was all worryin about the following days.. whole week i had either a test a project a essay whatever due.. i slept at 3 in tha morning tha whole week too.. then i had that running for president thing which i lost on friday.. yea at first i just wanted to be a part of it and i knew i was gonna lose so i was all why not lose running for tha best.. doesnt make sense but thats my philosophy eh i am a complex person.. split personalities maybe ok that was random well i thought i had it won to tell u tha truth but things just happen.. probably wouldnt be able to handle it anyways so i guess it all turns out for the best.. yea friday i stayed after school so i could find out i lost.. um to summarize tha dayz before that, again it was just crappy.. ok so weekend was good for me.. got home from school on friday and talked to nas online and she happy and its all gravy then jensen called and we talked for almost three hours.. part of that time was to his mom coz his dumbass had another call, guess he thought he put me on hold but i answer him in my fob so he gives tha fone to his motha.. then she told me a story about him from over his spring break haha but he never told me that dork.. well i was fallin asleep on tha fone so we said buhbye then i really fell asleep and it was only 8 geez.. then i got up early that day and spent it on tha comp of course.. talked to kev then i went outside to play bball.. haha verb, its what you do.. watched weird nikkalodeon shows hah duno how ta spell.. ate dinner then i helped my dad build or assemble my new desk.. its pretty yay.. went to church at 1030 and had in-n-out afterwards.. watched like tha first quarter of lakers then i fell asleep dammit they loss haha everyones pissed.. um i had pinoy pinay for dinner yea..
first days of may been real chill for me.. seems like everyone had a good weekend.. daz good.. last month of school.. no more being freshman for a few years hah how sad that was fast.. oh well yea i cant wait till the end of this month haha i always seem to be looking forward to tha end of everything ...almost everything that is... it's how i get by but yea goin to whoa the twilight zone haha yippy.. ok i'm out

o0o songs i`m feelin` right now:
do u by do or die wit twista.. shoulda known better by case wit ghostface..
selfish by slum village wit kanye.. i like that by houston wit chingy n nate dogg
..and all these other hiphop songs that are not on tha radio, practicin rappin haha

anyone know why today was soooo special ?!?! usher's cd came out !! DUH.. oh yea and umm .....  yes yes AND today is my good ol' buddy's birthday haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENSEN !!

yes this guy is now 15 years old.. psh i aint even 14 n a half.. wat a sucka.. well let me tell yu how his day went.. err wat i think & remember him saying.. he went to school of course and nas gave him a cake that he didnt share with anyone.. melissa bought him lunch and cappy bought him a drink.. he skipped track [[tsk tsk]] but he called me [[good good]] coz he doesnt answer his phone.. i think jensen should get a better cell phone for his birthday yes.. and now i believe he is watching american idol [[go camille and jasmine (i'd name other good ones but that's too many names so let's just represent fo now )]] and draggin on his math homework (same here brutha).. soooo kk haha
and as for me.. american idol's almost done so i guess i'll be doin homework.. got an algebra test tomorrow.. school was shitty today.. but it all goooood.. tryin to keep my head up so dont yu push it down mofo.. yes i bought usher's cd today!!.. good stuff.. real deep.. BUY IT or else ur crazy.. even if yu bootlegged it before.. his cd includes lyrics!! isn't that incredibly awesomely nice of him?.. best song besides "burn" has got to be "throwback".. cop that album!! haha kk nuff sed goodbye ..it's been real epik ;)

.. just when you thought it was over.. just when you thought it was done.. just when you thought it was safe now.. we did it did it again ..
hehe long time no write or change the layout -wat layout haha- but i still keep this xanga alive with the music.. yea bump dat haha i'm out

 did the chatterbox just die?

 heheh weird i still chek in hurr

 today was actually fun, 7 period scho.sche. but it ended with me pissed

 ooh got the hc pics today  

 this has been a post in the xanga of SixFlagsSmalistFanz by yours truly, ERiKA